OLD ENEMIES

sometimes, in your dreams, you go back there where you came from and you feel refreshed and renewed and recycled and you make friends with all your old enemies and you feel at home there where you never felt at home before and in this dream you tell glorious stories of the trip youre now on and the way that it changed you and the things that it made you see, but in reality, you die in the plane on the way back and never arrive.