NOT WAITING

i was putting off going through some serious changes that i really needed to go through and when i ran out of drugs and money i went through those changes and it was terrifying and horrible and i hated it. i screamed and cried like the little baby being born that i was, and waited for someone to hold me and comfort me which somebody did, and it was not enough which i had expected, and i got over it so basically i suggest not waiting.