closeness/lonliness

i am beyond lonliness. i am at what am i going to do with myself? makin plans. moving forward. as soon as i arrive i know its where we all ought to be alla the time. but i know, in the only moment i will ever have to not enjoy it, that i will dive right back in again, to the cycle of closeness and lonliness that humans have, as soon as you get back to town.