ARTIST STATEMENT

DURING THIS TIME, IN WHICH YOU KNOW YOU ARE PRACTICING SELF-ABUSE: YOU KNOW IT, YOU CAN SEE IT, THERES NO LYING TO YOURSELF. YOU KNOW YOUVE HAD TOO MANY CUPS OF COFFEE. YOU KNOW YOUVE HAD TOO MANY CIGARETTES. YOU KNOW YOU ARE EXISTING ON OXYGEN. YOU KNOW THAT YOU SHOULD BE DOWN BY NOW. BUT YOU KNOW YOU ARE NOT AS TRUE AS YOU KNOW ALL OF THE TRUTH THAT YOU KNOW AT THIS MOMENT. YOU KNOW THAT WORDS LIKE "DELUSIONAL" AND "CRAZY" ARE SUBJECTIVE AND YOU KNOW THAT THE MEANING AND APPLICATION OF THESE WORDS IS IRRELLEVANT TO THE FACT THAT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU NEED TO BE DOING RIGHT NOW AND YOU ARE DOING IT. CLASSIFICATIONS OF INDIVIDUALS SUCH AS YOURSELF AND THOSE YOU KNOW IS IRRELLEVANT TO THIS CALLING, LOUDER THAN ANY VOICE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD. YOU RECOGNIZE THAT YOU HOLD THE DIVINE IN YOU AT THIS MOMENT AND THAT IT IS WORKING THROUGH YOU. EQUALLY IRRELLEVANT AS YOUR PERSONALITY AND OPINIONS ARE AT THIS MOMENT IS: WHAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO DO/BE DOING. ALL MATTERS NAUGHT, YOUR THOUGHTS ARE YOUR THOUGHTS AND THIS IS MUCH BIGGER THAN THAT. YOU MOVE FOR GOD HAS NO HANDS, BUT YOU DO. THE NEED TO DO THIS IS STRONGER THAN ANY LOGIC OR CALENDAR OR FINANCIAL DISASTER. YOU ARE GRATEFUL IN THIS MOMENT TO BE PARTICIPATING IN A SACRED AND POWERFUL DANCE THAT THE UNIVERSE IS ALWAYS DANCING WITH DIFFERENT PEOPLE ALL AROUND THE GLOBE AT ALL TIMES, ALL WAYS. THESE ARE YOUR DAYS. YOU KNOW YOU ARE WHERE YOU NEED TO BE AND YOU ARE AT PEACE. AT THE SAME TIME, YOU WONDER WHEN NEXT YOU WILL SLEEP.