it doesnt matter

i would make you 1000 origami birds
i would sing your words
i would live in your nest
i would give you my best
i would give you my dirty underwear
to smell
i would follow you
into hell
i would shine my candle
in your darkest hovel
and i do and i did and i do
and i would

would you know me then
if you were full fed
and i was succumbing
to your wishes
to your hand
again
would you recognize
my face
in that place
would you look me in the eye
like the first time
or would you close your eyes
because
it doesnt matter?