make this a good thing

trying as hard as you can

to make this a good thing

what were you planning on doing?

well i wasnt planning.

plan ahead

again

get back to switzerland

basically

theyre all saying the same thing

youre a lovely lady

but you dont got your shit

in order

youre between/over borders

its astounding

how youll ride with anyone

and hang on for the ride

but somethings killing you

inside

you look across the bar 

into his eyes

and decide

its ok that you got your girlfriend pregnant

and dont wanna be with me

cuz i know

i only wanna be with you 

when you look like him

were not getting back 

together again

he says

but when im travelling

i know that we'll sleep together

and im sure

that hes right

and i dont wanna fight about it

cuz this is no longer

a big part of my life

im over it

im not waitin for it

im not opposed to it

im not gonna deny it

im not gonna hide it

im not gonna try and fight it

but

im not sure im gonna like it