i wish i was his phone

i wish i was still super peppy itd be so much easier to get a job. maybe i need medication.

i miss you.

i just wanna touch you.

he comes to the door, stands behind the frame and says quietly

i just wanted to show you something.

coughs. walks away.

i would send him a text message through the wall but my phone isnt working. 

walking into the other room to say

i miss you.

just seems too degrading. 

i already tried wrapping my arms around his waist, 

laying my head on his leg 

and making sad dog noises.

he starred at his computer till his phone vibrated in his pocket then he took it out

and opened it up

how i wish i was his phone.